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They say your reaction to things is determined by your life turning points.

OH WAIT A MINUTE, IT'S ME.

I wanted to point fingers and say,

"It is you who ruined my mood."

But it is me, who ruined my own mood,

for the mood is mine to control.

Feelings, reactions is all yours.

Your very own.

Fuck you Jac.

FLEENOT

One of my defence mechanism is to run; to flee.

Every time a relationship (or a booming relationship)

gets caught in a contrary tide - it kicks in

I jump. I walk the plank. I abandon the ship

& yes, struggle for the initial but eventually,

I reach land. I have successfully retreated

into the false fallacy of safe haven: myself.